「亂寫」Does It Matter At All?

Does It Matter At All?

該是開始公開這些東西的時候了
也不會很積極的開始
與其擠時間
不如找像現在有靈感的時候
寫出一份熱騰騰的感觸
哼出一段實實在在的旋律

又夢到自己在夢裡哭泣
Nothing seems right, even myself
但是又能怎麼樣呢
哭、狂毆、狂摔東西只有夢中能做
自己的思緒永遠繞著一個奇怪的無限迴圈
越跑越深
所以換了種方式發洩
寫了這首歌
順便慢慢把自己的心情調回來
這才是音樂之於我的用處吧

Does it matter at all?
It's just my tears can't fall
Does it matter at all?
In crowded I'm feeling stressed
Feeling small

Does it matter at all?
It's just I fake all my smile
Does it matter at all?
Behind my face I know I'm painful
Full of sorrow

Unpleasant stories
Unwilling things
Keep haunting in my mind
Pessimistic me
Still living

Does it matter at all?
Nothing in my sight is glow
Does it matter at all?
I even cheat myself
What for? (I don't know either)
What's it for?

Unpleasant stories
Unwilling things
Keep haunting in my mind
Pessimistic me
Still living
Still living
Still living

Does it matter at all?
If I give up living
Does it matter at all?
If I stop running
Does it matter at all?
If I quit breathing
That makes no sense
Cause I still believe in my
"Something"

So I live
For the ones I love
For the ones loving me
For me, myself
My thought
My faith
My soul
My all

Then, it matters at all
Finding ways to where the lights are on